Everything 2018 Taught Me.

Cheers to a New Year and another chance to get things right! Alas. A new year has begun. 2018 has been a learning year emotionally, intellectually, and most important, spiritually. As I reflect on all the events that took place last year, wholeness fills my soul. The universe has a distinct way in testing you to see…

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One Soul.

We loved like the world would end.   We laughed like our lungs would collapse.   We sang like our throats was coated in honey.   We danced like our legs were lit on fire.   We existed as if our lives shared one soul.   I took a break during this exam season. Now…

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Repetition.

“I’m sorry” “I’m sorry” “I’m sorry”   The more you repeat words the less meaning they hold. We’ve been here before, this exact situation.   “I love you” “I love you” “I love you”   Is “love” really “love”, if actions don’t accompany it? Some words can be abused, even those as sacred   as…

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Paranoia.

I know these words, I know these feelings, I know pain when I see it, I know what an end is.   Perceptions.   I fabricated ideas for myself. Illusions, that created nothing but confusion. Lost in the depths of my mind.   Insomnia.   My eyes sometimes forget the inside of my eyelids. Fearing,…

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Late Calls.

Do not call me,   when loneliness fills the empty void inside you.   Do not call me,   to ease frustration that burns between your thighs.   Do not call me,   at night, when you need me to create satisfaction.   Do not call me,   if love is not what your callings…

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Petals.

“I loved you… once.”   When hearts shatter, time turns into glue. Particles and matter always find ways to connect with each other.   For your love felt, like thorns on roses. Nights spent knelt by my bed with tears rolling off my nose.   I learned, love can welt   like the petals on…

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Twisted: A Visual.

An urban photo shoot with Edi Alić.   How do I feel?  Twisted and bizarre Like blood stained walls and hungry animals preying on decayed carcasses.                     What do you feel? Scared and shaken As I think of ways my mouth can devour you whole.  …

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