Paranoia.

I know these words, I know these feelings, I know pain when I see it, I know what an end is.   Perceptions.   I fabricated ideas for myself. Illusions, that created nothing but confusion. Lost in the depths of my mind.   Insomnia.   My eyes sometimes forget the inside of my eyelids. Fearing,…

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Late Calls.

Do not call me,   when loneliness fills the empty void inside you.   Do not call me,   to ease frustration that burns between your thighs.   Do not call me,   at night, when you need me to create satisfaction.   Do not call me,   if love is not what your callings…

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Petals.

“I loved you… once.”   When hearts shatter, time turns into glue. Particles and matter always find ways to connect with each other.   For your love felt, like thorns on roses. Nights spent knelt by my bed with tears rolling off my nose.   I learned, love can welt   like the petals on…

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Twisted: A Visual.

An urban photo shoot with Edi Alić.   How do I feel?  Twisted and bizarre Like blood stained walls and hungry animals preying on decayed carcasses.                     What do you feel? Scared and shaken As I think of ways my mouth can devour you whole.  …

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Love I want.

I want a strong love.   The type of love that you love me and I love you and we both love loving each other.   I want a fearless love.   The type of love the shakes us breaks us yet, strengthens us with time.   I want your love.   Taken from the…

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Skeletons.

The silence is loud like thunder without rain. Empty corpses fall to their humble knees   with pointed fingers folded in prayer. Only death can calm the fear of  living.   So they huddle together with skinless contact. Hallow chests whistle as the wind blows   past dusts that was once beating hearts. I am…

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Searching.

I am standing, tall and lost,   searching searching, searching,   for something . Searching; until “search” lost its meaning.   Searching, for meaning. Have you ever just watched people in a location and thought to yourself; “I have no idea what I am doing here.”?     ©aishaadams2018 Pinterest Photo

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Start Now | Alone or together.

I’m going to be real with all of you. Right now as you read this post, whether on your phone, tablet, or laptop; there is someone, somewhere that is dedicating this time to achieve a dream you both share. While you scroll through your Insta feed, there are people who are scrolling through their vision…

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My Predicament with Love.

I need to get this off my chest. I have a difficulty with the concept of love. The idea of loving someone and them loving me back is one that I continuously struggle with. I have found myself in this situation throughout all of my relationships. The simplicity of this predicament is that, I have…

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